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Darkening towards winter

My, it is dim down here, the days darkening towards winter, the sky hugging its grey close, infiltrating the air. The grey is a colour, is a sound – the sound of birds, this one and that one trilling, and further off a cawing. It is still, it feels womblike, I feel womblike wrapped in my scarf and coat. New songs from other birds complete the eggshell around. Are the plants awake?  read more »

Samhain

The rain is steady.
Grey holds the day
between its cold shoulders.
Time is slowing
as leaves sow themselves
onto the ground,
waiting to turn into earth again.  read more »

Age

What is the age of a moth,
fluttering in darkness
and counting days in eddies
of light?
A spoonful makes the measure
of life.  read more »

Open

There are times when it seems the whole world lies open like an oyster’s shell, its surfaces shining instead of dull, revealing instead of hiding. Each face and leaf and shape and colour is charged like an ocean of spirit, like a thumbprint of God. All are painted with the same brush, the same loveliness, and I can feel the same life rising up in me to meet them.  read more »

Playing the day

The sun
rolls into the waiting sky
as the earth tilts towards it.

Cleaning teeth, eating porridge,
feeding cats,
are prosaic ways to welcome it.  read more »

Pilgrim at Tinker Creek – Annie Dillard

This classic won the Pulitzer Prize in 1975 and has just been republished by Canterbury Press. Describing her observations and reflections over a year in Virginia’s Blue Ridge mountains, it is a poetic journal that includes fascinating science and questioning theology.

‘The creeks are an active mystery, fresh every minute. Theirs is the mystery of the continuous creation and all that providence implies: the uncertainty of vision, the horror of the fixed, the dissolution of the present, the intricacy of beauty, the pressure of fecundity, the elusiveness of the free, and the flawed nature of perfection. The mountains are a passive mystery, the oldest of all. Theirs is the one simple mystery of creation from nothing, of matter itself, anything at all, the given. Mountains are giant, restful, absorbent. You can heave your spirit into a mountain and the mountain will keep it, folded, and not throw it back as some creeks will. The creeks are the world with all its stimulus and beauty; I live there. But the mountains are home.’

The womb of my garden

I am welcomed back into the womb of my garden as if I had never been away.  It is an arbour, a harbour, a safe place.  It is where I too can grow slowly through my seasons.  I am allowed sunny and gloomy days, I am allowed to be me, to be unique and yet the same, all family under the sun, all held together by the steady shelf of land under our feet and the soaring sky.   read more »

Return

Here I am in my gravel garden again after three months.  I have been staying away from the cold, dark, dank, bare outdoors.  February has felt particularly long and grey although the crocuses are out and the daffodils are shooting.  But hey, look at the pearly glaze in the Eastern sky where wisps of cloud are trailing the sailing sun.  Listen to the birds.  Breathe the air.   read more »

One word

My boys, my boys!
Andrew started it,
leaving his brother to the fishing
while he went off to the River.
Crowds of them went -
John the Baptizer is a hot topic,  read more »

A breath of breeze

Sitting still is an art, but if achieved with a sense of adventure then you can notice.  The air around me seems still too, but at the top of the window, above the radiator, the feathers of the dream catcher are gently shaking and dancing in the rising sir.  If it’s rising there then it must be slowly, inexorably moving through the room.  read more »